Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
2 comments:
and what about the time when the other one actually smiles and says they cant do without us...and make us believe in ourselves when we ourselves dont anymore...
Hating love is hating life itself...dont do it...life is beautiful...and love is not restricted to just a boyfriend/girlfriend...its there all around...seek and find..
well.. true --it hurts --and when it hurts --it cuts the deepest............but at the same time think about the initial days --the beginning of love or shall i say sprouting of love --the realization of feeling soooooo good in your heart( which u rarely felt ever through any of your achievements). You do feel most alive --when u realize that you are actually falling in love --after sometime it starts loosign its novelty......and it gets buried in the truck-full load of "expectations and wishes"----that is when it hurts!
So was that "sprouting of love season" worth it ? ....... everything comes at a cost-----hurt and loosing control over yourself is the price u pay for the first feeling "when u realize you are important for somebody --lot more important that others" --he/she cares!!! you matter to somebody in this Jungle of people wandering aimlessly --you find a milestone in your mad race!
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